My angels
Behind every happy and beautiful bride, lies a team of 6 beautiful angels. Thank you ladies for being there for me. Everything was perfect because of you.
*Hugz*
*Kisses*
*Muakz*
I do
December 10, 2008 at 3:49 pm (life story, love, wedding)
In around half an hour’s time, it’ll be the eve of my wedding day.
I never expected that there will be so many countless things to prepare and do for just one day. So many many days of preparation, just for one day. I find it quite unbelievable. Hopefully, tomorrow I will be able to catch a breather and really rest and relax before the big day.
As 12th of December approaches, many feelings have aroused within me. Joy, nervous, excited, tense, bitter, struggle, stress, tired, whatever emotion there is available in the world, you name it, I felt it. It is simply like a roller coaster ride.
But deep down inside, I think I really do look forward to the actual day coming. Despite all the butterflies that I am feeling in my stomach right now, thinking of a millions scenarios of cock-ups and dramatizing the whole event…I know that I am happy, happy to find the right one for me in my life.
Marriage is not just about signing the papers. To me, it is a lifetime commitment, to be true and faithful to one person for life. I am really quite impressed that I am daring enough to take this huge step. Somehow, it just feels right. When you know he is the one, everything will just fall into place and you will not even doubt for a second that this lifetime union will not work out.
Recalling back on how many times I wanted to back out of this relationship, calling it quits so easily as though as the relationship doesn’t matter at all to me. I am really glad the countless times and effort he put into the relationship. He never gave up, never gave up on me, never gave up on us. It’s as though he could see the happily after in us right from the start. Of course there have been ups and downs, but I’m really glad that we have been through what we’ve been through. Because, without all those trials and experiences, we wouldn’t be who we are today.
Thinking about marching down that aisle with him, makes me feel kinda dreamy and airy. I am afraid that I wouldn’t be able to recall much about how I will feel on THAT very day. But I’m thankful that he will be there to hold my hands, and walk down the aisle with me.
Be it on 12th December 2008, 7th February 2001, or the many many days of our lives…
Now & Forever,
I do.
